It wasn’t suppose to be like this, was it ? I am not supposed to be alone, lonely. My trekking trips, my evening walks, my coming home to a happy face …. No I always wanted to look forward to it, not use your absence as an excuse to socialise with other humans… The last…
its not easy….
its not easy to pull all strings together all the time to pretend all’s well and move on all the while sometimes it feels the weights too much sometimes you are pulled back to well to push forward world wants to see you bend love doesn’t really help you mend when you don’t know…
work place rant….
its annoying when you are at a work place where there are no norms defined. where the place is reactive and proactive measures are often shun down by logs that have been in that place for so long that they refuse to budge or grow.. they dont allow new shoots to grow, no life grows…
I know now nothing lasts
Don’t show me your love now, The concern the care Waiting for me to live my life Doesn’t really sound real Days are gone and years have passed Life now pulls itself No efforts needed to breathe anymore For death is almost here Nothing holds us together now No kids no promises no happiness no…
Come back soon my friend
Come back soon my friend It’s been lonely without you Days seem to pass With little but no intent to bring joy Petty smiles and pretend laughter Can barely pull my weight now It’s been a while I have seen the morning sun It’s been a while I have seen a calm night Come back…
Ignorance
Some times it’s nice to be ignorant or pretend to be one or just not take the efforts to find out whats going on…..know what it keeps you happpppppy….
Used to it
It doesn’t take too long to get used to living a shitty life….what makes a difference is how long it takes for you to give in and get use to it…
Breathe…
Breathe, I tell myself This too shall pass
Irony
He held his baby in his hands Waiting for a sound, a movement Just then the bell rang It’s emergency doctor Said the nurse from paediatric hospital…
29 December 2016
I bolted my house door from inside for the first time in 10 years last night. My dog died yesterday
my worst betrayal..
Its funny how big action words with a lot of depth and embedded melodrama are so over rated, say for instance to applaud you can simply say they all clapped or cheered, or to comprehend can simply be written as to understand and like wise.. one such word which is over rated, abused and simply…
All for attention
This is a very old write up, my angel now is 8 and we are still in the process of balancing attention requirements The day was pretty hectic today… had to complete a major part of assignment…. i sure did that , drawing and coloring after years is a difficult task…. well the best part…
Maze….
not many thought that she would ever see him again…. none of us actually …. we all believed that she had walked away for good… leaving behind all the glorious memories she always spoke about….. or may be those were just some average memories which she glorified….. none of us liked him …. he wasn’t prince…
the vessel
she stood there waiting for season to change for now her life mattered more than ever safe in her was a world of its own breathing, thriving, living, clever she masked her fears brave the nights the thoughts of loosing it made her sigh for she knew someday soon when time will be…
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