(its a blog from past) i dont remember the last time i was truthful to myself regarding the relationships i so want to work………. everytime something went wrong or something needed mending or something needed to be sorted out i would pretend that “TIME” is the answer for every problem and turn my back to…
Generations
When I look back in my past I don’t see many friends But i see lots of good souls That i looked up to and still of them i tell When i look back in my past I dont see no pointing fingers We all grew together with eachother No telling on eachother when any…
I see you naked now
I see you naked now Every wrinkle, every curve The loose skin, the stretch marks Every tear you have endured Every stitch you have borne I see you naked now Past and present In light in dark In your bravest moment and weakest too In your happiest moment and saddest too I see you naked…
Pawn shop
She stood there for a while Holding her little box Treasures it held Little diamond and stones, The pearl necklace and small ivory bow. She stood there for a while Watching people come and go Keeping things and parting with memories Sense of fear filled her soul She stood there for a while Knowing what…
#justsaying
its nice being perfectly imperfect……. it helps me create memories i can laugh at later #justsaying
a scratch at the door..
She was with everyone and yet alone. she had stayed with him throughout, she knew letting him be alone wasn’t an option. Funny in all these years she had never felt trapped. But now she did. She wanted to move away. His smell, his love, his touch, his ego, his being.. that she pampered so…
Do they really know eachother…..
Do they really know eachother His way of life Her passion His logic Her crazy ideas His systematic approach Her artistic revolt His calm approach Her emotional surge She is crazy she is passionate She knows no how life works For him she could leave her world Without him life aint know worth He loves…
so i become ugly
when things get ugly and they often do , who do we turn to? do we decide to let go the moment and pretend the ugliness didn’t exist or do we find a way to live with it? do we clean it and make it pretty to suit our taste or do we get down, down right ugly…
Just Thinking
Its beautiful to lose loose ends that dont tie up….. Years later you wonder where they came from in first place….
some little things got left out, and a little means a lot
Anna was very excited, her father had got her a new set of lego, a big box with a beautiful big picture of the constructed piece adorning its front. she was delighted, never had she seen such a complex piece of work, happy that she was finally being treated as a big kid she was…
Wearing my heart on my sleeves
long time ago someone had told me ” u need to condition ur brain to rule ur relationships” never really gave it a thought…. am use to wearing my heart on my-sleeves, enjoying every attachment it brings and the heart breaks it gives….. sometimes i get over them soon sometimes it takes years and yet…
Confession
She never said a word She never cursed a heart She never shared the woe With anyone at all She learnt to turn around She slept the sleepless night She never had the nerve to live another fight She died every morning She lived every night She worked her wages up Just to fill the…
Dark night
She stood there looking at her small fingers, They stopped moving a while ago… She envied her happy face and cursed the hour she rocked her to sleep. Her heart now still, her face calm, Tears dried upon her cheeks, As night seems long. She awaits the dawn, For warmth she needs.. For the violent…
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