You don’t start my day any more

I don’t hope to see your face every time I turn in my sleep

It’s not easy to let go, our ties for me are deep

But then again are they really that deep

A call to confirm my living status

A call to confirm if I am alright …

I know there is work in the back of your mind

And then you wait for me to say love you

For you to casually “humm” reply…

Feel proud don’t you, while you treat me like the other woman

Making sure I don’t make a mistake of hoping too much

Good grip you have on me … had on me probably

I feel it loosen, the ties, the emotions, the bond,

I am not sure how long this will last …

How long will I wait for thee

Moved on ………… maybe not,