A note to him

It’s often when you are around I feel the rush of calmness, it’s a feeling of breath of fresh air that you bring.

It’s your presence that slowly but steadily builds me up, let’s me regain my breath, gain my composure back and let me smile through the day.

In days when you are not around….I often speak to you, tell you my inner most secrets, my fears, my inhibitions. I know you are not there to hear them, judge me on my foolish thoughts and yet somewhere deep down I see you are already aware of all that’s buried in me… All the darkness, all the pain, all the denials…

You bring out the joy in me, you bring out the love in me, you let me breathe, you let me be me, and then when I am with myself all by me you let me realise how complete I am all by myself… And in that moment I realise how my universe still revolves around your mere presence….

We have not named our relationship, we have never defined it’s rules, we have grown with each other, have parted ways and yet come
together, we are extremely different yet we are attracted to each other , we crave to be together, we get angry at each other, we worry about each other, i have seen concern in your eyes, I have seen the pride in them,I have seen the happiness and sadness, I have seen the anger and I have seen the love in them too…

I am never certain about the future, about the commitment, as I see itl both are unpredictable, unreal.. And yet they both stare at us while we spend every minute of togetherness in being one….

You complete me …
You make me who I m

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