I miss you she says

so much that my stomach hurts and there is a sharp pain in my chest making it impossible for me to breathe in peace. I want to hear your voice, once please let me be with you, it’s been months that I have seen you .. for past few months you haven’t even spoken to me … where are you? why so busy?

leave me she said .. let me go… you don’t need me you don’t want me at least your actions don’t suggest otherwise

don’t think negative yaar he replies, I need time to sort a few things… he said

tell me how can I help, don’t treat me like an outsider.. she said

you can’t help me, I have to work things out myself, just give me some time… he said

can we not fight anymore … I miss us talking to each other.. constant struggle to get your time and attention is overwhelming, please love please tell me do you not want me around..its ok to not want me around.. I understand and I will let go .. I just need you to say so..She said

It’s not like that … he said and silence prevailed

be around…  do you think its possible? is there a us? will there be us? she said

the call got disconnected…

she turned around, dabbed her eyes, took a drag of cigarette she was holding and walked up the stairs to get back to her routine again.