It’s when the deep end of self worth is reached,
That’s when fears rise.
Often from guts and then from the deepest darkest corners,
I can’t fight these fears,

Sometimes they are too logical,
Sometimes and more often with justified outcomes
Sometimes they make me strong but more often they leave behind a trail of destruction..

Of self worth,

Of trust,

Of love,

Of betrayal

and all those emotions

I felt in my gut before the fears …